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SUFFER ME, AMADEUS

by M. B. BECK.

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1.
wimc 01:33
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I'm so fucked up What's in my cup I took to much I took to much I'm so fucked up What's in my cup I took to much I've had enough Abstract: it's all I can take Can't think straight My brain's cd is scratched Fucked up playback on the thoughstream Dizzy with my footwork Try to stand up But the nausea brings me downward My body lacks it's power Cinema discussions on the framing of the shot While my visions waving Can't tell my down from my up Balance compromised but I can't see myself bothered To stand, I'm sitting down again I'm sitting down again I'm so fucked up What's in my cup I took to much I took to much I'm so fucked up What's in my cup I took to much I've had enough And In a week I'll be bored and back again Visiting the old friend Reliable to the end Comforting bliss It's something I miss There is no real deep end When you know to swim
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cmax.pt1 00:40
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Classic Max beat that's a check Classic Max lyrics that's a check All we need is the vocal performance Headless and penniless I'm one broke cock I'll be shootin in the air When I learn how to block I'm another broke dick Like everybody else I broke my dick When I knocked it out the shelf Ooh! That's a sound effect Not afraid, I do what I do for in fact The visuals in sight are graphics FX The audio heard was made from my sack Melismatic Chorus' are the best And I'll say that again When I'm cumming on her chest
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cmax.pt2 02:07
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Humpty did as I should do as I do not believe in you as Head of anything important Spend the gems to spend the fortune Listen: It's a quick fix; incredible Attitude was never something you could make amenable Wouldn't even try if I was you to do the matrices You're fucking up incredibly it's honestly beyond belief Humpty did as I should do as I still think that you should do it Pick the magazine off the ground Hyperviolence is profound New ringtone - I've got a new phone Don't need a sim card to listen to magicians New conscious - I've got a new home Just need one chance to spin the wheel of fortune What's the point of being petrified I would rather carry on The spend my time all terrified Mercury and Alchemy My mind is become clarified I can fucking read their thoughts They're thinking that I haven't tried Repetition is my mind-game Changing the world to change the future Repetition is my mind-frame Change the present to end false order Humpty did as I should do as What do you think is the purpose Nitrous Oxide Gas insertion I'll prep scalpels for insertion SURGERY IT'S ON TOP OF ME AMPUTEE IT'S WHERE I'LL BE FIRST CUT OPEN THEN EXTRACTED LEFT WITH DISABILITIES WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK It's inevitable I can't help it I am helpless Brain starts melting There's no luck That I have left Used it up It's time to rest (Unintelligible) Humpty did as I should do as I still think that I should do it Nitrous Oxide Gas insertion I shall do as humpty did as
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meatcat.transition 01:02
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iwantout (ft. Nigel Collins) 02:49
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I WANT OUT I'M SICK OF IT KEEP THE LOOP LIKE SYSIPHUS I BREAK THE MOLD GO OFF THE ROAD IT'S ALL A FAKE IT'S SILICONE Loosing track of what's real Loosing track of what's fake My vision fades; My vision's late This illness that I celebrate I want out Sick of it Out this work Sisyphus Fuck the king; sycophant Fuck Darwin too Was never fit' Never found; petrified Like a fountain, immortalized Immoral, grease all in the fries Pepper's poppers ain't it fine Ain't I flyin', ain't I fly Might be gone, I never died Where'm I going, where am I Not the perp, I'm not your guy Ooh That's a nice can of Pepper You could bounce a quarter off that Ooh I'd just like to get her Yeah, you could drown in that Losing track Losing track Losing track Losing track of what's real I want out I'm sick of it It keep the loop Like Sisyphus I break the mold Go off the road It's all a fake It's silicone I'm rolling Rolling through pills Make up for my missed meals I don't know what's my deal Just stuck up in my feels Get up; head up; it's time Can I end up as alive
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bellz 01:02
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Dowsing divinations concentrated from infinity Trismegistus' methods laid before me in antiquity Entombed alive for truth I'd say it's rather like Antigone Unity with mercury Unity with mercury Finally I've infested the fracture Forcing the future to fruit what I've fought for Downright aggressive no longer just thoughtful State is a crime den with slaves made with thoughtforms Egregore The equivalent of an energy whore Sapping sapience from The human races' energy core Dowsing divinations concentrated from infinity Trismegistus' methods laid before me in antiquity Entombed alive for truth I'd say it's rather like ANTIGONE Unity Mercury Crystallized Trinity Mutagens mutate What I deem to manipulate What I deem to eradicate What I've built past the boiler plate Gallivanting off the course I've been blessed with another curse
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frogz 01:40
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The only real option I ever had was to carry on Because in all reality I'm not under my own control Nor was I ever I can't agree with the outcome Of your philosophy I don't know what you think but you Won't have me on my knees I can agree with the outcome To worship entropy But you can't have one foot in So leave or come with me Spiral stairs into darkness, endless Truth falls in my brain amendless Super-comprehending madness Grab the matter thus to rend it Let's just end it One more step Diving reflex Out of breath Let's just end it One more step Tangible experiments Demiurge urges unreal aggression To kill the rule breakers and foster suppression Some day we'll end him and escape to heaven Today we're just stuck here to rot in this prison Glorious Gnosis' nooses are tightening Blood to my head the black out becomes frightening So much is wrong and there's no time to righten it Prison planet, that's what I see Suffering is eternal, evidently Looking from outside we're just batteries And looking from inside We've got enemies
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space.jammin.pt1 (ft. Nigel Collins) 02:08
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Hello this is the captain of the h.k. enterprise Have you noticed that you've entered pirate space or is it a surprise It is rather dangerous here, so in summary, I will surmise Surrender now please if you wish your crew and yourself to survive Vest on Chest out They come Touchdown I give It all If my blood Ends now Ships stopped: Business Door's locked: I'm in it The pressure Feel it Best you Finish Best you Protect this And you Relentless If I go You go If I'm gone You're gone I blow You off This ship Come on Shot once Get down Back up Fight now Fist's down Fight back Big crash What's that Airlock Busted Big shots Lunging Big knots Stomach Knocking Pumping Door's crack Ashes Look back Blasted I sit atop my throne With the knowledge everything is as it should be And frankly It's boring a thousand light years My border's outpouring And the peons haven't learned Their most important lesson I AM BULLETPROOF I AM THROUGH THE ROOF I'M A GOD IN SPACE PEAK HUMAN RACE NOT OTHER CAN TOUCH ME I AM EXEMPLARY REIGN IS UNENDING INFLUENCE EXPANDING ONLY ONE MOVING WHILE OTHER ARE STANDING THEIR HEADS ARE EMPTY I'M PLOTTING AND PLANNING ONE LAST THING: I AM FUCKING BULLET PROOF I'm going insane from the boredom Conquering is inane in my strata There is no one to match someone like me I'm alone but at least I've found peace Goodbye, I'm still the captain of the h.k. enterprise Have you noticed that you've been fucking slaughtered or is it a surprise It is rather dangerous here, so in summary, I will surmise You're a floating corpse and I'm the one who gets to stay alive
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elevator.transition 00:39
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bedsong 01:30
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transition.transition 00:33
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quarters 00:42
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rtard.transition 00:30
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nearly.finished 01:56
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Hey I am a okay It's just that I can't last One more day Hey It's another fucking way On top of my palanquin Moral decay Hey What do you want to say You cannot just stand No spine and no plans You cannot exist Without a reason to live You cannot persist No motives or zest Because Because It just cannot be No monopoly No existent finality Can exist without your knowledge; Without your consent You can't reach your thesis When your spine is bent Hey I am a okay It's just that I cant' last One more day Hey It's another fucking way On top of my palanquin Moral decay I can't feel it I can't feel it I can't feel it It's an overwhelming urge to do the violent Trapped inside of concrete I cannot remember the last time that I felt Anything but nothing What's the point of doing this It is hypocrisy There's nothing in this world for me That is what I believe No point complaining As if I have options Of course I'd be different And maybe myopic If I had a time machine, December 2003 Maybe this experiment can end early Hey I am a okay It's just that I cant' last One more day
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drums.transition 01:22
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hype.piercer 01:12
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I'm behind on all my work Cuz I'm always doing this Instead of the things I'm supposed to Insipid's the truth, I suppose you Will propose Your ignoble goals You know I wont say yes I've got too much on the line And nobody to impress Nobody to caress Alone with my grudge on I'm ready to bludgeon Parroting myself in my thought-loops Ouroboros itself in my belt hoops I would have never noticed But you can't control mitosis So the organs we have roasted Would've gone better unnoticed My chest, rising falling, is the way it goes They always wanna waste my time by spouting all their subpar prose Subpar pros, with their half assed art I know I know I know That they can't see far They can't see me, I'm in the distance Bathing in the energy of my cult's persistence Complete without substance like paper in water And all of the slaughter Fulfilled at my alters You just got hit With it We just got crushed in it You just got hit With it
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hairofthedog 01:08
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The things that you said have no importance. They way that that you said them is fucking moronic. The way you present is frankly in poor taste. The way that you smell makes you seem incontinent I was having a moment of reflection; Indirection Only to get interrupted yet again By people who don't know my plans Do you know who I am? I am nothing I am nobody I am less than a bug or even a molecule Inside of my brain my personality's module The things that you said have no importance. They way that that you said them is fucking moronic. The way you present is frankly in poor taste. The way that you smell makes you seem incontinent
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woodstyle 01:08
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Is that a goat I didn't know goats could get that tall Me neither dude Oh shit Two eyes it's a little fucking creepy Slanted pupil's and it's watching me breathing My Breath is coming out It's coming out frosty I'm running for my life on a cold frozen ice stream Woah typical I fucking slipped I fell on my back And my head fucking hit Now I'm sliding down the ice With this motherfucker after me I lost all my supplies And he's mother fucking chasing me But what's that This shit fucking curves I slide into a bank And roll onto the dirt I got bruises on my side And blood on my face But that only hurts my pride So I'm sprinting for my life and IM off the map I'm getting frostbite and I'm getting attacked If I survive tonight I'm setting up a trap If I make to my cabin I'm loading up the gat but I don't know where I am I'm in the fucking forest and the fucking sun set I'm wearing out my legs I really need to rest If I don't find shelter I'll fucking freeze to death Ay look There's a fucking cave Aw Nice That just saved the day I'll rest here I'm blessed here With my cold cave and my frozen tears
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wobble.wobble 02:19
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It is Dr.Pepper season Wobble wobble I'm falling down Too much Dr.Pepper I'm gonna drown Lying on the ground Catch me lying on the ground Lost and Found - I'm in there Shackled to a shrink's chair Cut off all my old hair Jailtime from a bad dare Wibble wibble I'm 2 feet tall Looking at the kibble That's kept in the jar Look at all my dribble I'm feeling like a tard All the noise and waves I'm playing my guitar Can't you feel it? Can't you feel it? Can't you feel it? Can't you feel it? Got you some ginger, to deal with the nausea I'm the harbinger that lives in the sauna Tell you the future and then I massage ya' Tell you the future and then I massage ya' Wibble Wobble Wibble Wobble Tipple, Topple over Dr,Pepper makes a man Into a Casanova Fizzle dizzle fizzle dink I dropped the pill into her drink KHHV ends with GHB Gee, hate these The type that end the party That's naughty That's just naughty We slaughter, we gaudy We slaughter, we gaudy I killed her, it's nightly I kill her, in my dreams Wibbity Wobbity, Boobity Bibity Boo The camps are coming and we're starting with you Goobedy Gobedy, Goobedy Gobedy Goo I see that you're running We know that you're through It's human zoo Come into my human zoo Wobble wobble I'm falling down Too much Dr.Pepper I've already drowned I'm already clowned It's Pepper season You better believe it You better believe it
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twizzlers 01:11
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I love Twizzlers I fucking love Twizzlers Ooh! I love Twizzlers I just fucking love those things I love Twizzlers I fucking love Twizzlers Ooh! I love Twizzlers I wanna eat them Fuck! I love Twizzlers I fucking love Twizzlers I love fucking Twizzlers I love Twizzlers I love Twizzlers I fucking love Twizzlers Ooh! I love Twizzlers I just love Twizzlers It feels good to eat on them And suck on them And put them in my mouth And swallow them And chew on them And I love Twizzlers And put Twizzlers in my mouth Red Twizzlers Orange Twizzlers Yellow Twizzlers Green Twizzlers Blue Twizzlers All kinds of Twizzlers Cherry flavored twi- I love Twizzlers I fucking love Twizzlers Ooh! I love Twizzlers I just fucking love those things I love Twizzlers I fucking love Twizzlers Ooh! I love Twizzlers I wanna eat them Fuck! I love Twizzlers I fucking love Twizzlers I love fucking Twizzlers I love Twizzlers I love Twizzlers I fucking love Twizzlers Ooh! I love Twizzlers I just love Twizzler
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simian.india 00:45
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I'm sublenin basis on my left in my right Ooh! And no merseckis on my greft any bright Ooh! I'm simian inian India indian Imbian imbian imbian I'm in indion indion Chasing my indigo indian Bidniss guiness I'm up in this bigriss rigress Yeaah I'm in the bedress Of chasing these mump I up upside the bonness a bon on these umps In dagame eh kebon Ene gane kazam Oh! I'm taking minerals Into my head Into Into Into Into Into Into Into Into Into Into Into Into Aah
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ziggurat 01:02
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What's this feeling I'm feeling Could it be something new I'm feeling zodiac killer My feet inside his shoes What's this feeling I'm feeling Something to do do do Building my Ziggurat Ziggurat Ziggurat Ziggurat What's this feeling I'm feeling Something I recognized I'm impressed with my actions Miraculous disguise They never suspected That the gleam in my eyes Was not passion Murderous intent inside
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blowout.transition 00:32
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fever.dreaming 00:19
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Bum ba dum ba dum Bum ba dum ba dum Bum ba dum ba dum Fever dreaming blissfully Sweatin in my sleep Fever dreaming listful-ly Of places that I'd rather be I also dream of other things Like
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anubis.superhuman 01:24
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I'm on top it Brain fried like an omelet Frumage I'm frumaging No spine I'm a spinelet Anubis I got a wand and a staff so let's do this Future proof this Anubis Frowning on the future fuels me I will force it to conform to Freakish twists and frequent changes Anubis I'll consign it I'm consuming human So up of human I've been moving through the movements In between I feel the future Anubis super human I'm on top it Brain fried like an omelet Frumage I'm frumaging No spine I'm a spinelet Anubis I got a wand and a staff so let's do this Future proof this Anubis IF YOU HAVE A PENCIL MOTHERFUCING WRITE SHIT IF YOU HAVE A GUN THEN MOTHERFUCKING BLAST IT IF YOU HAVE A BRAIN THEN MOTHERFUCKING THINK IF YOU HAVE SOME BOOZE LET'S MOTHER FUCKING DRINK Frowning on the past won't fuel me So I won't partake in Nostalgia baitin' I'm still raking Up the leaves from When I changed The fucking seasons Change the channel Switch it off I don't like this Turn it off Anubis Then I cough Anubis
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beer.and.kerosene 01:26
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The map had an X that meant nothing Jerk the rope, and the bell rings weakly The rude laugh filled the empty room I am alone I am alone I am aloneI am aloneI am aloneI am alone Hello It's me I'm here to party I'm a party machine I am partly machine To replenish me Pour in beer And Kerosene It's a fucking partyyyyyyyyyy I am a metal box I cannot cum and I cannot love Your humanity and your sentience will never be questioned I am programmed You are alive We are distant in an exact and undeniable way I love to party
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nopeople 02:00
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mental.state 01:07
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I don't know if I can make it Through today I don't know if I can make it Through today I don't know if I can make it Through today I don't know if I can make it Through today
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g.transition 00:32
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finish.end 02:56
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I wanna see you in a batboy costume I wanna see you put your balls on blast dude I wanna see you cum right through the roof I wanna see you cum right through the roof I think life is beautiful I totally radically think life is amazing Stuff is so awesome and things are so cool Everything's great right now Everything's going great I can't think of, just, even a single complaint I wanna see you in a batboy costume I wanna see you put your balls on blast dude I wanna see you cum right through the roof I wanna see you cum right through the roof When I look at objects I see such beautiful colors and shapes And I'm totally mesmerized And my feet are all planted in the ground And my eyes water and I pee myself a little Because everything is just so beautiful And beauty is all around us And all of the things are so amazing me and pretty and beautiful And I love them so much And everything is so great And I'm so filling all fulled up with feelings and such I'm just altogether feelingful all the bestest of things and such beauty Just totally one hundred percent Filling all up with all such feelings and things Batboy batboy batboy batboy I wanna see you in a batboy costume I wanna see you put your balls on blast dude I wanna see you cum right through the roof I wanna see you cum right through the roof Wow! What a fucked up mentality Anything regular to me is just a dream Wow! What a sense of finality Can you feel the album end The walls closing in What the fuck Is my problem I can't relate To anyone I'm alien: Incompatible My energy's: Irreconcilable I wanna see you in a batboy costume I wanna see you put your balls on blast dude I wanna see you cum right through the roof I wanna see you cum right through the roof Freedom Isolation Too much going on Has me spacin' Abandon humanity Rebound instantly If I'm hanging on It's by the skin on my teeth I see your bat cock I see your ball sack I'm going coo coo I'm going crazy It's okay I'm okay Let the problem Fade away Everything is great Everything is beautiful The brain cannot handle Anything meaningful It's meant to be simple We're not meant to understand I know when I die It'll be by my hand I'm glad I saw you in a batboy costume I'm glad I saw you put your balls on blast dude I'm glad I saw you cum right through the roof I'm glad I saw you cum right through the roof
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space.jammin.pt2 01:51
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I'm in mother fucking space Earth in on my license plate High up in space And I'm having a good fucking time What's the deal with deep space blues I can't imagine anything more comfortable Than being indiscoverable Finally I'm alone And chilling with my fucking nuts out In the milky way And everything's okay I'm all alone Chilling, in the zone Gettin what I need done I'd rather not be bothered Where I am Where I want to be Have reached full equivalency I'm in mother fucking space Earth in on my license plate High up in space And I'm having a good fucking time
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thx,despair 03:08
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I'm despairing the way I am in my memories I despair that the way I was brings me no relief That among these are life, liberty The pursuit of despair I'm ripping out my own hair I'm despairing the way I am in my memories I despair that the way I was brings me no relief My medicine is plentiful Medicine's not medicinal Gotta get out the mirror world Despair despair despair In my head Tread stairs tread stairs tread stairs Desperate knowledge gaining On how to escape the painting That I was born in and live in I need to break out the linen And then the people cheered I'm despairing the way I am in my memories I despair that the way I was brings me no relief To pursue despair Is to not care About ramifications It leaves your constructs aching It lets your mindscape awaken And with open eyes You gotta wonder who supplies The world with empty little minds That do not really live or die They just experience I feel the jubilance To pursue despair To peruse the minds of mad men I learn less outside than I do Inside my island Open your brain Jump in front of the oncoming train Need a strangle type of foothold To keep alive as the clock tolls I can't guarantee as the dice rolls That we'll make it out of the fort of the devil I'm despairing the way I am in my memories I despair that the way I was brings me no relief I despair that my despair is not intense enough To rise above and conquer the spinning wheel of the sun I'm despairing the way I am in my memories I despair that the way I was brings me no relief
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wmdidit 01:14
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Wm did it That's none of your buisness Everyone made it Wm didn't Wmu wmi The clouds are parting let's Wm die Rapture Low on wm supply No cash Can't wm buy Some bread It's not wm rye Are you wm Or am I Wm will free us from The freedom that is yet to come Between these bars are where it's we're gonna get it done Wm That's what I said Wm gun let's paint the town red You and I We're gonna fly Wm It's time to rise What do you say Take my hand It's time for suicide Wm did it That's none of your business Everyone made it Wm didn't Wmu wmi The clouds are parting let's Wm die I got a wmdui Toyota forester Now that's a way to drive I'm feeling it like never before Fall of the bridge I'm finally Wm bored

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